I wait for a door to open

I wait for a door to open
as days go by
the city moves circles
I'm on the outside looking in
as days go by
I get no invite
I stopped asking
I stopped knocking
they told me to smile
so I keep smiling
I stand here
as days go by
I wait for a door to open
I wait for a door to open

I wait 
I wait
I wait until

I kick the thing in