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torsdag 16 augusti 2018

I wait for a door to open


I wait for a door to open
as days go by
the city moves circles
I'm on the outside looking in
as days go by
I get no invite
I stopped asking
I stopped knocking
they told me to smile
so I keep smiling
I stand here
as days go by
I wait for a door to open
I wait for a door to open
I wait 
I wait
I wait until
I kick the thing in



el viajero


I read poems in Spanish
to prepare myself for singing
el viajero, part man, part moon
he writes me like a prophet writes a girl
I choose my words carefully
maybe he could teach me something
when I tell her she says
'maybe love teaches us nothing' 
and she wonders
why I confuse my need for passion
with the hunger to learn
if I am so in need of wisdom
why don't I spend time at libraries
between the lines of books
instead of searching between his arms?

but I don't crave books
I crave his hands
"el viajero, I am tired,
I sleep and sleep and only awake when I dream of you"

my friend tells me
to sleep all I want
because one day I will wake anyways

"rest and get back to life", she says
"things are great out here"