when I love again

I find myself looking in the other end for things
for a meaningful minute
a meaningful talk

when I love again
I want his heart to reflect my light
not miscarry it

he will be a lighthouse
because I am
because he is

when I love again
I want him to love himself first

and I want him to place his hands on my soul
before he places them
around my waist
or between my legs

when he enters
I don't want to feel
he's a guest in my body
but instead
a part of me
that finally returned home