big city catharsis

get a new dress
eat less meat
dance without drugs
boycott your inbox
write handwritten letters
drink better whisky
sing to the deaf
talk kindly to your neighbours
leave notes in the elevator
plan big parties
be humble to changes
book festival tickets
count your blessings
cut your hair
get the extra fries
pay extra for sauce
tell your friends you miss them
ask your mom how she does
open your windows
be ready for spring
in case of emergency
upload new profile pic

last lesson learned

nothing tickles me
like that freedom
served on a plate 
honey that tears open
then drips down
is all of that for me?
accept it with two hands 
be a good girl 
take every bite
you already feel it, dont you?
letting go is like
eating and staying hungry
(my baby taught me his last lesson)
now letting go 
is the hard way of 
returning home

the seeds of two hearts

I was never asking for
a shell of a man
I am turning my back
so you can bloom into flesh

the irony of you
becoming everything I wanted
once I am gone

why couldn't I be the one
to water you, my dear?
watch buds turn into flowers
the seeds of two hearts

goodbye to your presence
goodbye to your raw care

I leave so
you can become
complete without me

when the earth was still flat

remind me of it, I have been here before
when the earth was still flat and
we believed we would fall down at the edges
if we walk too far

remind me that fear is an illusion
even if the taste is vivid, I have been here before

be my old friend

remind me of the curves of the earth

remind me to keep walking